Longings

I am finding that I am longing for so many things. It used to be food and women. Lately it is San Francisco and city excitement, and of course women. I am longing for community. Not that I do not have people, but...

I am longing for community.

I am longing to shed to ache of The Little Match Girl.

Finally, the mommy has taken her hand and has shown her the way to warmth.

I had to become the mommy to accomplish that.

So, now the longings are safe to have. Now I long, and soon I shall have...those things I waited for.